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Confusion, Worry, Anger. My heart drums against my chest rapid staccato to push my blood Thick as honey through petite veins. My stomach flip flops in that all too familiar fashion. My brain computes the faces of my peers. Disbelief, Defeat, Broken. It knows. It always knows before I do. My feet drag me to the source. Across what seems no-man's land. Space and silence seperating the Ones that Don't Know and the Ones Who Wish They Didn't. My ears receive vibrations, twist them into sound. I hear the words and reject this miracle of processing auditory information. I briefly envy Beethoven. Hurt, Heavy, Nothing. M

I miss you like I miss the warm Spring days in the heart of winter. How I wish the breeze was calm and not biting, that the sun comforted rather than chilled my skin. I miss you like the tide does the shore as the unseen force of the moon pulls it form its sandy lover all the way from space and then allows its return yet only for a short while. I miss you like a child mourns for the loss of its mothers womb. A pure wholeness that becomes separate never to be at such peace again. A rib of Adam spun into its own breath. I miss you as a friend that was never more than a heartbeat from my side. I miss you as a lover who remembers t